when i'm trying.....

.....to write a song....
i totallly mess it up! see, i have this friend called sanjana. j. and she practically rocks! i dont mean to offend her but her lyrics are justlike/ as good as kelly clarkson. she's among my top 10 artists!!!
her songs {sanjana's} go like this
......I stood here seeing u walk away, i tried to stop u but u went on ur way.......
.....my world, my love! night turns to dawn, and the pain i feel is all too true........
whereas my best song goes
.....diamond! secrets of my life, this jewel has seen.........
.....given to me when i was a teen, saw my first love, witness of my fights......
which is so horrible compared to sanjana's song! but i cant stick up and write cool songs like hers, not me, i have to run ahead and write about a dumb diamond!
and its not just my lyrics, but even my tunes, which stink like dead rats! they are monotunous, and the chorus's tune is practically always the same as the verse, the tunes jump like fishes outta water from one style to another.
i wish i could write songs as well as sanjana or atleast , mmmmm, maybe my poems or at leasty as weell as my stories!